PEACE IS OF ME...

Betrayal has a way of making you question everything about yourself. You replay every word, every action, every silence, asking, “What did I do wro...

When everything was exposed, it was like an explosion. Debris from the life I thought I knew went flying like shrapnel. And here’s the truth—every ...

I said it was possible—but I never said it would be easy. A friend told me something that has stayed with me ever since: “It takes two, but it sta...

I remember thinking it was all a lie—every single bit of the marriage up to that point, tainted with secrets and indiscretions. Some I had sensed d...

Five weeks. That’s how long I lay in that bed, trapped in one of the most intense seasons of depression and brokenness I have ever experienced. And...

I’ll be honest—it feels strange to be writing again after so long. It’s been years since my last post, and for a while, I dropped the ball and ran ...

Are you asking for what you want or merely settling for what you think you deserve? When I heard this question asked, on my Pastors’ virtual Coup...

I remember a Pastor I once sat under, told me “Nikki, the best revenge is good living”. At the time I couldn’t fathom “good living”, my world was f...

Father's Day has always been a rough day for me. As I've gotten older it seems to be less difficult. Although I no longer go through the whole "cry...

In 2017, after 3 years of struggling and running, I decided to release my book. I was absolutely terrified, because I knew I was exposing everythin...

Today, to be honest, I was not my best version of myself. We ALL have those days though. I pondered for hours, after the encounter I had, what I co...

There are times when all that we are doing and processing, or even what we are desiring to do and process; becomes too overwhelming. If you find yo...