PEACE IS OF ME...

I remember thinking it was all a lie—every single bit of the marriage up to that point, tainted with secrets and indiscretions. Some I had sensed d...

Five weeks. That’s how long I lay in that bed, trapped in one of the most intense seasons of depression and brokenness I have ever experienced. And...

I’ll be honest—it feels strange to be writing again after so long. It’s been years since my last post, and for a while, I dropped the ball and ran ...

Are you asking for what you want or merely settling for what you think you deserve? When I heard this question asked, on my Pastors’ virtual Coup...

I remember a Pastor I once sat under, told me “Nikki, the best revenge is good living”. At the time I couldn’t fathom “good living”, my world was f...

Father's Day has always been a rough day for me. As I've gotten older it seems to be less difficult. Although I no longer go through the whole "cry...

In 2017, after 3 years of struggling and running, I decided to release my book. I was absolutely terrified, because I knew I was exposing everythin...

Today, to be honest, I was not my best version of myself. We ALL have those days though. I pondered for hours, after the encounter I had, what I co...

There are times when all that we are doing and processing, or even what we are desiring to do and process; becomes too overwhelming. If you find yo...

"...Before my blood and urine results came back, the doctor appeared to know what was going on with me based on the pelvic exam he had done. I will...

A passing thought, a smell, a taste, a sound, a feeling...triggered. A song, a commercial, that Thai spot across town with the fire lunch specials....

   This morning I am reminded of the scripture from Hebrews 12:1, this scripture specifically speaks on the weight of our sins that we so easily be...