PEACE IS OF ME...

I thought I was only healing a broken marriage. Instead, I discovered I was healing parts of myself I never fully addressed. This Blog walks through layers of pain, the stages of restoration, and how God can use the hardest seasons to prepare us for purpose. If your journey feels heavy right now, this is for you.

Betrayal has a way of making you question everything about yourself. You replay every word, every action, every silence, asking, “What did I do wro...

When everything was exposed, it was like an explosion. Debris from the life I thought I knew went flying like shrapnel. And here’s the truth—every ...

I said it was possible—but I never said it would be easy. A friend told me something that has stayed with me ever since: “It takes two, but it sta...

I remember thinking it was all a lie—every single bit of the marriage up to that point, tainted with secrets and indiscretions. Some I had sensed d...

Five weeks. That’s how long I lay in that bed, trapped in one of the most intense seasons of depression and brokenness I have ever experienced. And...

I’ll be honest—it feels strange to be writing again after so long. It’s been years since my last post, and for a while, I dropped the ball and ran ...

Are you asking for what you want or merely settling for what you think you deserve? When I heard this question asked, on my Pastors’ virtual Coup...

I remember a Pastor I once sat under, told me “Nikki, the best revenge is good living”. At the time I couldn’t fathom “good living”, my world was f...

Father's Day has always been a rough day for me. As I've gotten older it seems to be less difficult. Although I no longer go through the whole "cry...

In 2017, after 3 years of struggling and running, I decided to release my book. I was absolutely terrified, because I knew I was exposing everythin...

Today, to be honest, I was not my best version of myself. We ALL have those days though. I pondered for hours, after the encounter I had, what I co...